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Triggered, scared, nervous, numb. These were feelings I had racing through my body the day we decided to meet up again. I sat on your steps outside your house. Counting how fast my heart was racing. Would you speak to me? Would you yell? Would you not say anything at all? You came outside. Welcomed me inside. Went downstairs and started separating our things. It didn't take long for me to start crying. You tried not to cry, but when I hugged you, both of us couldn't help it. Hearts leaking. Eyes leaking. Feeling pain everywhere. We chatted. We were honest. We talked. You asked me what was going through my head. So I was honest. I told them I wanted to kiss them. They said that wasn't a good idea as they step forward and put their lips on mine. Butterflies rushed over both of us and we couldn't stop ourselves. She wanted to continue. I wanted to continue. We didn't stop until the tears came back. I said I wanted to go to a hotel so we could talk without anyone

Your eyes was the first thing I fell in love with. Then your smile. Then your voice. Then your heart. To start off with I'd like to thank you for being in my life. I'm thankful for all the laughs we shared as friends, and as lovers. I remember so many laughs and adventures we shared. Remember the day we had that photoshoot at the park when I gave you the bracelet? Or when we put alcohol in our drinks while we were filming that one day? Or Pig Out in the Park when we shared some yummy snacks. Remember how we would sneak in the back of the theatre during West Side Story; and how we almost got caught a few times. My heart still races thinking about that. Remember all the times before when we would discuss filming ideas and strategies for "The Dream Project" when we were a part of it? Sort of wish it was able to be finished. We worked well together. Remember our first date, before we were together and the first one after? You went to see "Happy Death Day" with